FUTURE*

so i guess it's true what they say, after the rain always comes the sunshine. My life is finally falling into place & i'm happy. I planned out my future, and i will make my goals come true there not HUGE goals but there huge for me.

• I plan to get my car next spring, i have the money now but i want to save up a little more.

• I plan to get my associates in a year and a half when i'm 20 and for my bachelors i will go to Hunter college it's in the city and i plan to move in the city for those 2years till i graduate.

• and the biggest one is I plan to start teaching when i'm 24, is that a good age to start ? or is it a little too old ahh i dont know ladies let me know if you are a teacher.
  

so this past week my boyfriend has been teaching me how to drive .. yes i'm 18 & still dont have my permit .. sucks, well i have been learning really quick yesterday was my 3rd time behind the wheel and i did such a great job i went on a main road and everything hehehe. he was very suprised to see that i was learning quick although i do still get nervous when i see other cars coming towards my way hopefully i will get better.. since school is over me and my boyfriend plan to start working out each morning and riding my bike to the park, it's good cardio.


so these pictures are from the winter, execpt the 2nd one where i'm in a tanktop thats when he took me to a bridge to look at a view. anyhoos me and my man have been together for 4 years we met when we were 15, it was summer time and school was over. the infamous block party is where we met, in long island they have a tradition where they close down the block and you invite your family and you have a bbq the block gets a dj and everybody is just out on the streets having a good ol time not worrying about a damn thang, little kids are running around in the streets playing tag etc etc .. they close down the streets, so it's a like a little carninval in your block. well yeah thats where we met, he's a fireman i love him so much now were going to college together and i just cant wait too see what the future holds for us ♥

COLOR*

This season is ALL about color color color color

Kourtney Kardashian style it's so unique & sexy she stands out, i'm posting up pictures that inspire me for my look for the summer.

SUMMER 09'


BIG BAGS & HIGH HEELS & COLORFUL DRESSES


COLORFUL PRINT BATHINGSUiTS



[JUMPSUiTS] & NUDE COLOR HEELS


PEACH COLOR & THE NUDE COLOR HEELS



isn't this picture so funny? hehehe


BRIGHT SUNGLASSES


whats going to be in your wardrobe this summer?

So last night I went on a double date with my boyfriend & friends, we went out to applebees and then to the movies. we went to go see the movie "UP" and let me tell you it is a MUST !!! The boys were complaining that they didnt want to see this movie, it looked ridicilous etc etc.. did they complain after they saw it? HELL NO they loved it. This is honestly the cutest movie and it was so funny, it made me cry also it made the boys cry can you believe it ;p
I was also very shocked to see many people my age watching this movie, this movie is just so great it teaches you a lesson i really do recommend it please go out & watch it =]

SLEEPY*

so i've been awake since 73oam this has been happening A LOT this week... i don't know why i wake up so early if i go to sleep around 13o - 2ish AM.. anyways after i blog and all that good stuff i crash back down around 9 and wake up again around 1o.3oAM by that time i'm so tired and just want to stay asleep but i have to drag my booty up to the gym since i have no school i end up taking so many naps during the day and i just feel so exhausted by 4pm, idk whats going on any tips girls?

i looked up ways to help you relax ..

having a bedtime ritual, sends your body a que that its almost time to settle down & sleep.

4 healthy rituals you should do before you hit the sack
1. Drink Herbal Tea before bed, many experts think tea relaxes you.

2.Take a hot bath - most of people who take hot showers before bed swear its an instance stress - reducer, warm bath raises your body temperature after the bath your body cools off this cooling off is what makes you sleepy.

3. Read - as busy and stressed they may be world leaders have been known to read right before bed time even in war time because it's a great stress reducer and in a way you let your brain detach from whatever is troubling you.

4. Try not to exercise at night and cutting back on the caffeine will help also.

the average adult needs 7.5-8 hours of sleep how many hours do you sleep? and do you have any rituals you do before bed please share =]

This is where i went to last night; sooo yummy


& this is what i wore...

PRODUCT*

HEY LADiES?!!?!

what is up, I hope you all had a wonderful weekend, I spent most of my weekend inside relaxing since school is over all I wanted to do was sleep & relax so that's what I did, I wanted to spend as much time with my family so for memorial day we were all relaxing outside sippin on the good drinks and having delicious cheeseburgers, the little kids were running around playing having the time of there lives. I find it so entertaing to watch little kids, its so beautiful to see someone running around enjoying life without not one problem running thro their mind :)

I will be blogging about
- Products // reviews
- Must haves items
- Health & fitness this up coming week ...

if you girls want me to blog about something please let me know, I try to do my best to entertain you and give you very helpful information.


SPRING // SUMMER Product
Alright, so I want to know what is your favorite spring// summer product, the one you cannot live without. It can be anything from makeup to nail polish to bronzer

PS. this is my favorite product;
RALPH by Ralph Lauren

this little thing smells like a piece of heaven. It's so refreshing




How To Get Rid Of Your BlackHead - How One Man Conqured it.
As always I was just looking thro articles seeing whats new and I came across this ....


Every week Kenny Zimlinghaus, the show’s male producer attempts to find out what it feels like to be a woman by taking on a new challenge such as getting a manicure, pedicure ETC ... His latest test was giving himself a facial with a battery-operated blackhead remover.

As a guy, I secretly dream of carrying a fancy purse, wearing high heels and getting facials, but please don't tell anyone. And recently, one of these dreams came true when I got my hands on the Clean & Clear Advantage Blackhead Eraser.

My heart was racing when I opened up the box and loaded the “AA” batteries into the Blackhead Eraser. "I'm doing this...I'm really about to erase my blackheads." I twisted the top of the eraser to turn it on. It buzzed and I placed it on my cheek. "Oh my gosh...why have I waited so long to do something like this?" The medicated pad started to foam as the vibrations gently massaged my face. "It's penetrating! It's exfoliating!" It felt like 20 people with the tiniest hands were personally getting rid of every blemish I've ever had. "Thank you tiny-handed face pamperers." I moved to the other cheek and then my chin and forehead and back to my cheeks then back to my chin, nose, temples, chin, nose, chin, nose, cheek, chin, chin...oh man! "Can I use this on my whole body?" I totally would. The pleasant aroma of the medicated pad filled my nose and I began dreaming of my glowing face.

I finally stopped.

I rinsed my face.

You know that feeling you get when you know you're face is squeaky clean and glowing like a beacon in the midst of the night? Well, I hadn't felt that this intensely my whole life. My face was clean and smelled like a dream. If you've never smelled a dream, you're missing out. I looked at myself in the mirror and was so moved at how clean my face looked. It was unreal. I sat down and waited for girls to come swarming to my face. "How did you find me girls?" "Your face is glowing like a beacon in the midst," they would reply. I needed a second opinion to confirm that my face was indeed gleaming. Just then, my friend Patrick walked in the room and said, “Dude, did you go to a spa or something? You look relaxed."

Thank you Clean & Clear, my buddies love my face. And so do I. I've since used the Blackhead Eraser three more times. There's no turning back.

SUNSCREEN*

Summer time is here and you all know where we head out to the beach, park, pools etc ...

Skin Cancer is so dangerous, it can kill us, many people dont pay mind to it because they dont see the symptoms "now" but you must take a moment to consider this: The incidence of melanoma in women aged 30 to 44 is on the rise. Since 1973, the rate of melanoma diagnosed in this age-group has almost tripled, says Martin Weinstock, M.D., Ph.D., professor of dermatology at Brown University Medical School.

Melanoma is the deadliest form of skin cancer is most likely the result of sun exposure in the women's childhood years, teens and early 20s.

thesre are a few ways you can keep yourself safe;

sweat & sun
Playing volleyball, tennis, biking a few miles are all amazing activities. The mix of sweat and outdoor elements wears away your sun screen protection. It takes most sunscreen about 20 minutes to penetrate the epidermis so to prevent this have the habit of applying lotion BEFORE you leave the house, also since water can degrade the effectiveness of your protection its important to apply sunscreen every hour or so. WaterProof or SweatProof sunscreen protections are a must if you are very active.

summer and the city
when it comes your body keep in mind even when your out shopping or going out for a wqlk if your wearing thin t-shirts than cant protect you at all to test your clothes hold them up to the sun if the light shines through them they wont provide enough protection. to prevent damage from uv ecposure DR. Neel recommends using a sunscreen or moisturizer with a built in- SPF before you dress.

Lubriderm Daily UV lotion is $8.




Remember to make sure your legs and upper back is covered this is where melanoma strikes the most. & dont forget your LiPS. Lips is also a cancer spot, it is one of the most senstive spot in your body so protect that mouth of yours with a lip balm that at least has a SPF 15 in it.

TAG;

TAG;iM iT

1. Once you are tagged, post a picture of where you blog.
2. Feel free to tell us a little about your space, or explain certain items in more detail. Or not.
3. Link back orginal post.
   
4. Tag five other bloggers to show their blogspots.

http://chaoticcookie.blogspot.com/

so this is wear i blog; it looks like a huge mess right now. all my books & papers are all over my desk since i was studying all of last night for my last final which was today. thank-god i passed it =] but yeah sorry for the huge mess.

What are you wearing right now? A long white shirt with Capri's from American eagle and my favorite express sandals.

What's the last thing you read/are currently reading? "99% fat free" hmm .. what a way to shove this in my face after i ate 2 slices of pizza lol .. i have noooo clue

Do you nap a lot? Barley, i never have any time let alone to nap ..

Who was the last person you hugged? My Beautiful Mother x3

What's your current obsession/addiction? blogging, I love it, it feels so good to write down your own thoughts and your opinion about things knowing there wont be anyone criticizing you.

What's for dinner? I just came from a Italian Restaurant and i had 2 slices of pizza with spicy buffalo wings it was delicious!!

What was the last thing you bought? The last thing I bought for myself was the dress, shirt and everything else that was on my haul.

What are you listening to right now? Marc Anthony. ( J LO HUBBY) I think hes such an amazing salsa singer

If you could have any super power, what would it be? Be invisible.

What is your favorite weather, and why? I use to love the summer time, but now its getting way to hot to the point where you don't even want to go outside, this is going to be one hell of a summer in NYC. so i love the fall, i love wearing boots.

What time do you usually get up? 63oAM on weekdays but on the weekends its a whole different story :o)

What is your most challenging goal right now? I want to graduate early, its going to be very hard but im willing to give it my ALL.

If you could have a house- totally paid for, fully furnished- anywhere in the world, where would you want it to be? i would love love to live in Long Island - Garden City it's so beautiful there.

Favorite pair of shoes you keep going back to over and over, even though your closet is overflowing with a zillion others? My gray boots ive had them for almost 3 years and i just love them i can wear them with almost anything, just cant live without them.

Name one thing you cannot live without: GOOGLE, i think we would all be screwed one way or another if we didn't have GOOGLE ... oh and my phone & computer [ im just saying ]

What time is bed time? I usually go to sleep around 12-1 am

If you could wake up anywhere tomorrow morning, where would it be?

MIAMI = ♥ ♥ ♥

I tagged;
1.Dana
2. Jenny
3. Girl loves Mac

4. Jules

5.Katrina

A LiL ABOUT ME*

"Sometimes the roughest roads lead to the best places"


this quote means a lot to me; we all go through that time in our life where it gets so complicated and all we want to do is give up. 2-3 years ago i really messed up in life i took school as a joke, many opportunity passed me by and all i wanted to do was party party party. im so glad i changed my ways of thinking i thought it was all about having fun i made my parents go through a lot but i had the biggest wake up call, and i changed my ways now at 18 im in college i have my mind right and im trying to conquer my goals. remember girls after the rain comes the sunshine ; never give up ...

GIRLS GIRLS ;
i really need your help. i want to learn how to do makeup so bad you girls inspire me so much. i know very little, but in order to begin i need brushes & their sooo EXPENSIVE [ yikes] so is their any places you know of where i can buy cheap brushes as a beginer. also what are other good products other than MAC. help me out dollsss !!

HAUL*

hey dolls; well 1st i wanted to thank you all for leaving sweet comments you girls are really just the best =)

I decided to treat myself on a little shopping sphere i mean why not i havent done it in so long; dont you hate when you go into a store to buy one thing yet you end up coming out with everything BUT the thing you needed ?! that happends to me all the time :p

here are some things i bought







this shirt is so cute; its open from the back.


it has pockets ...

scarfs; american eagle baybe =)

LiFE*

i have been so caught up with everything. i haven't really have any time for myself, i've been so busy trying to satisfy others that i end up putting myself last.

.... i just want to feel FREE

HiGHLiGHTS*

I was reading a article on how to keep your highlights longer lasting.
According to the article, whether you got your highlights from a box or a salon, every time you wash with a shampoo that packs harsh detergents, you’re stripping away color.
L’Oréal EverPure Moisture Shampoo, or Paul Mitchell Color Care. are great great products to keep your hair longer lasting they Keep the color from running off every time you shower.

Brilliant. Vivid. Long-lasting.

Get intense color protection with Paul Mitchell® Color Care.

• Extends hair color with sunflower extracts offering UV protection

• Provides strength and improved elasticity

• Imparts moisture and intensifies shine

I have also been noticing a few stars; having lighter highlights at the end.

Check out their version of the lighter-at-the-ends look. What do you think? Love it? Hate it?

HAiR* [ SCALP]

i have been dreading for this day to come, classes are finally over =]
all i need to take now is my finals, which im pretty sure i will pass, anyways this spring semester i feel like i havent been my self i have been so tired, as a gift to myself i went to the paul mitchell salon in Long Island NY .. i dyed my hair a very dark auburn red i will put pictures next week of how it looks because im going in next saturday again to dye it lighter. anyways when she was doing my hair she was giving me amazing tips.


want healthier hair? start focusing more on the scalp!
pay attention to your scalp, it is your main ticket into getting a healthier hair. John Frieda Root Awakening contains eucalyptus, menthol and peppermint oil to stimulate your scalp. Also massage the suds into your head with your fingertips to stimulate blood flow to your roots




I was also reading in a article i stummbled upon and it said.
Breakfest is the most important meal for your hair because the energy levels to your hair follicles are at their lowest first thing in the morning, and they need a boost. The perfect breakfast consists of:

• any fresh fruit
• one or more of:
- eggs
- a serving of bacon or ham
- kippers or smoked salmon (or any other fish or meat)
- 180g (6oz) of low fat cottage cheese

optional:
• cereals
• yoghurt
• bread
• jam or honey
• juices
• tea or coffee
• sugar



also check out this song; i love it .. i wish i can show you the offical video because it so colorful & cute
but youtube wasnt given me the link BOOOOO!

TAG;

What is your current obsession?
MONEY MONEY MONEY $ ;
seriously call me crazy me but all ive been thinken about is the DOE; i feel like i need to work all the time [ job-addict much]

What is your weirdest obsession?

ever since i was a little girl i had a huge obsession with guys with long hair. in my opinion guys with long hair are sooo sexy. everybody that knows me knows that haha. the weird thing is i never dated a boy with long hair.

What are you wearing today?

What’s your favorite comfort food? I love going to diners, cheeseburgers & chesse french fries = love

What would you like to learn to do?

i want to learn how do to make up & hair. i'm learning little by little, by looking at all of you lovley ladies blogs and youtube tutorials.

What’s the last thing you bought?

i went to new york company ; yesterday and i got these cute earings & a purple bag which was on sale for 11.99. New york company has great sales right now some of their cardagians are on sale for $9!

What are you listening to right now?
calle ocho - pitbull

What is your favorite kind of weather?

fall or spring

What is your most challenging goal right now?
learning everything for my 4 finals :x ughhh

If you could have three houses totally paid for and fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would it be?
long island NY; some of the houses here for example in garden city are beautiful and everything is near by.

hmmm. mabey califorina [ laguna beach ] somewhere super relaxing near the beach.

[ & wherever this is]

What would you like to have in your hands at right now?
makeup ; since i just started getting into makeup i have nooo makeup at all :(

lols i dont know whats good & whats not and some of the things are so expensive!

If you could swap lives with anyone for one day who would it be and why?
Kim Kardashian. YUP YUP shes a doll

If you would go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
hmmmmm;

Which language do you wanna learn?

honestly, i want to learn EVERYTHING lol

Who do you want to meet in person?

hmm; jim jones? [ dont ask ]

What’s your favorite type of music? R&B is my favorite; & salsa, merengue.

Any favorite blogger?

i love all of your blogs they help me out so much :)

Things you wish you could change in the past?
messing up in highschool, i had so many oppurtunites coming my way but i decided not to take them for example; take cosmotology for free. i know, i just wasnt into anything as much before.

Fashion Pet Peeve?

i hate it when guys GO ALL OUT, and they match from head to toe for example green shirt green hat green shoes idk i think its just a little to much. or

im not going to lie somoe guys can pull it off; but idk its just not cute for me.

Do you admire anyone’s stye? Nicole Richie, Kim Kardashian. Olivia from candy girls i think shes so smart and the way she carries her self is strong.

Describe your personal style? i love to look classy and elegant. but i always throw a something new in their. it basically depends on my mood.

What’s your favorite ice cream flavor? MINT CHOCLATE CHIP

What’s your favorite makeup brand?

MAC; my one and only foundation & lloreal eye liner.

Do you get enough beauty sleep? Yes or no? why?
no ive been up studying for my finals.

Why did you start your blog?
i actually started last month, but i didnt actually write anything until this month.

i recieved my first award from Dana; she's such a doll, check out her blog =]

lUSCiOUS* hot pink lips

Think pink!

i'm loving the HOT PiNK LIPS; many artist have been seen flaunting their bright pink lips; beyonce, fergie, etc ... this can be pulled off in so many ways; many girls look so classy & elegant others look like the " baby doll " image. I must say that Hot Pink is a must have for spring 2009 !

Guerlain Kiss Kiss Pearly Effect Lipstick $30

Revlon Moon Drops - Creme Lipstick, Persian Melon 585
you can get this shade at any local drug store for $9

you can also check out http://www.sephora.com/ they have pleanty of lUSCiOUS* hot pink lips sticks.

BANGS *

apparently spring 09 is all about the bang bang bang ; their coming back [again]

i'm actually cutting my hair & getting these type of bangs i think they loook GREAT!
will you get this look for the summer time?